Your Prayers!


As we continue to mosey along our brain tumor journey we have often heard people remark, “All we can do is pray for you!”  We’ve even had people excuse their prayers because they feel they aren’t as eloquent in their prayers as some might be. 

First of all let me say “Thank you! For ALL your prayers” 

Listen, we know our grandchildren aren’t eloquent in speech yet, but, we know their little prayers for Papa matter.  We understand that many people are at a loss for words, but, their prayers matter.  We’ve had various people praying with us, for us and over us and each prayer has been hugely important.  Whether someone has words and scripture flowing out of them as smooth as honey or if someone stutters and stammers a bit over their words or if someone has tears that fall like rain as they pray and words are hard to come by, each one is important, each one touches our hearts and each one is being heard by our Father in Heaven.

Let me tell you why.  Wes still has no symptoms.  Period.  Our nurse practitioner at HSC is astounded by that and repeated the potential symptoms and Wes was able to say “No, I don’t have any of those symptoms.”  And then she asked if he was still working, yes he is, in fact he’s still working two jobs!  He loves his work and the people he works with.  Your prayers matter!

Is everything perfect?  No.  On Friday we went for our appointment assuming that it would be our typical, have blood work, see the doctor for our Temozolomide prescription and we’d be off and running kind of appointment.  Not quite.  They wanted to run one more test on Wes and then suddenly there was a shift in the atmosphere.  In checking Wes’ blood they realized that his blood sugar was way out of whack, in fact it was 32 and normal is around 4 - 6.  Having had a nephew who has been a diabetic since he was 4 years old I knew right away this was not good.  Well, apparently we have now been blessed with steroid induced diabetes, something I had no idea could even happen.

 Everyone in the office switched into high gear and within ten minutes we were whisked away upstairs to the Endocrine Clinic and within half an hour we were schooled in how to check his blood sugar 4 times a day, keep track of his numbers and taught how to give injections.  The girls there were kind enough to stay and work with us even though their clinic was closing.  They took their time explaining and answering our questions but it was still a very overwhelming experience.  Our normal half hour appointment was now going to the 3 hour mark.  But I was extremely grateful that they took the time to help us.  Your prayers matter in every way!

As we were getting ready to leave the nurse walked us to the nurse’s station and gave us our new doctor’s cell number and she kept saying, “I can’t believe she’s giving you her cell number!  She’s never done that before.  I’ve worked with her for 7 years and I don’t even have her number!”  Before we left she smiled and said, “I wonder what makes you so special that she gave you her number?”  In that moment I didn’t feel really special, in fact I felt pretty deflated carrying that big plastic bag of needles and meds.  And as she stood there talking to Wes her words, “What makes you so special?” kept running through my mind.  What does make us special? 

Well, it's pretty simple I think.  We have a God who loves us and cares for us and he hears the prayers of his people.  Whatever the outcome, whether healing or not God calls us to love and care for one another, as one of the wonderful senior's who continues to call me periodically reminded me the other day, “We are called to bear one another’s burdens!”  You all do that for us!  Don’t ever underestimate the power of your love and prayers!  Whatever happens, those prayers will continue to carry us in ways you may not even understand.  We are amazed and humbled by the outpouring of love from you our family, friends and community!

You stand in the gap for us.  You are faithful.  You are love. You are powerful in your prayers.

And we thank you!


Comments

Cheryl said…
Wanda and I were talking about when Darren had an episode at mom and dad's the day they were moving and mom came driving on the yard screaming cuz Darren had passed out and wasn't responding and how we rushed to the hospital and I told Wanda I was in bare feet and drove to the hospital leaving my shoes behind crying and pleading with God to let Darren be OK and I remember Wes was freaking out worried about him too and how he carried him into the hospital when Darren was too weak to walk. So ironic how its come full circle and now it's our turn to carry Wes. I'm believing for another miracle for him and for Darren and long for the day of rejoicing in our family again ,I love you

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